[ private; hackable to friends & those who try, filtered from Rena ]

So... That day is approaching, is it? How annoying... that I should only remember the day when I die as it is right around the corner. I don't even have a week to prepare myself... Only three days... five at the most...

Then again, I don't know for sure that I will die. There is no promise that those who killed me in the past are in this world. Perhaps I will be lucky. Perhaps, for once in my life, I will live passed June. I've been here a year already... So is it safe to assume that, come the end of June, I will be a year older? I never got to age passed my present age in Hinamizawa. I would be killed....

... I'd like to think I will get older... So I won't let myself die. Even if there's no promise that the people after my life are also here in Memento Eden... I will not take risks.

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[ filtered to Ed ]
Can we talk?
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mii~! June 19th is coming! That's the Watanagashi festival nano desu! On that day, I was Oyashiro-sama's priestess and did a special dance in a ceremony for hmm! Mii~ii! Rena, do you want me to show you the ceremony? I've been remembering parts of it nano desu!

( 2%  of her leftover memories spent on her Death date and Watanasghi -and her ceremony-. 2% left to spend. 22% total spent )

Mii~~. I remembered more nano desu! I remember my friend Satoko nano desu! We live together.  She's my very best friend and has no family, like me.  We take care of each other!  I kind of miss her though...nyao... I hope she's doing okay...

nya~o. I also named my doggie! He is Paw now! Because when I hold out my hand he gives me his paw!  It is his favorite trick!  All of Rika's friends should come visit Paw! He gets very wag wag  happy when I come home! I think it means he likes company~! So come keep him company, please please~?
I love Paw every much~! Having him here makes me feel safe... I hope he stays with me for a long time nano desu!
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But I wonder... when I go home will Paw stay here? He'll be all alone... But if I take him to Hinamizawa and I die... won't that be worse?
miii... poor Paw... I'll have to pick a friend to take care of him when I leave Memento Eden... if I leave... Sometimes I think I like it better here not knowing anything.
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( Sticky excuse?
2% of her memory spent on Satoko. )