badend_replay: (There's no Hope)
2009-06-16 02:58 pm

[#48] Deathday

[ private; hackable to friends & those who try, filtered from Rena ]

So... That day is approaching, is it? How annoying... that I should only remember the day when I die as it is right around the corner. I don't even have a week to prepare myself... Only three days... five at the most...

Then again, I don't know for sure that I will die. There is no promise that those who killed me in the past are in this world. Perhaps I will be lucky. Perhaps, for once in my life, I will live passed June. I've been here a year already... So is it safe to assume that, come the end of June, I will be a year older? I never got to age passed my present age in Hinamizawa. I would be killed....

... I'd like to think I will get older... So I won't let myself die. Even if there's no promise that the people after my life are also here in Memento Eden... I will not take risks.

[ /private ]
[ filtered to Ed ]

Can we talk?
[ /filter ]

mii~! June 19th is coming! That's the Watanagashi festival nano desu! On that day, I was Oyashiro-sama's priestess and did a special dance in a ceremony for hmm! Mii~ii! Rena, do you want me to show you the ceremony? I've been remembering parts of it nano desu!

( 2%  of her leftover memories spent on her Death date and Watanasghi -and her ceremony-. 2% left to spend. 22% total spent )

badend_replay: (It's Over Now)
2009-05-10 01:54 am

[#44] I Won't Accept It

[ Private, hackable by friends who know her secret ]

Why do I remember these things? Being murdered again and again are not memories I want. I almost wish this island would stop giving them back to me and let me stay here where I'm mostly safe forever... but I also don't want to give up. I don't want to leave Satoko in a world were she is beaten by her uncle.  I don't want to leave my friends from Hinamizawa in a world were they were be burnt to death in a fire. And I don't want to quietly accept being torn apart and killed. Not when I have a chance to try again.  I won't accept this "fate".

With that in mind, I remembered something... Another tradegy that I must stop.

[/private]

[Filtered: Ed]

I've remembered a bit more about Rena. Burning down our school was not the only thing that she did... If you're free perhaps I could tell you in person? It's not something I want anyone else to have any chance of knowing.
[/filtered]

 ( 2% of her remaining 4% spent on the fact Rena kills Rina and Satoko's uncle.  This also includes the implied alternate end where she is caught. )

badend_replay: (Default)
2009-01-14 10:35 pm

[#30] Big big THANK YOU nano desu!

mii~ I got a lot of great gifts nano desu! So I'm going to say thank you!
Ed: Mii~ Thank you! [filtered: Ed only] I feel a lot better now...So really, thanks so much... especially given my new memories... Nipa~h.[/filtered]
Etna: Mya~!  Beauty Queen Etna! Is it really okay for Rika to look so much like you? What if I give you a bad name nano desu?
Hayate: Thank you, Hayate~! I love them~! I needed more dresses~~!
Lust: Uwa~!  Thank you!  But Rika forgot to give Lust a gift... mii... I will get you something! What do you want?
Mokona: Yay! I'm not cold anymore! Thank you nano desu~~!
Pyocola: Big yay! If I give you the candy bars now can I go see? Please please?
Simon: Simon... thank you! You're gonna have to play with me, okay? This stuff'll be more fun to use with a friend!
Yamamoto: Thank you nano desu! Now I can make onigiri really quick and easy! Can Rika show you how good she's getting at making riceballs nano desu?

Thank you again everyone! I'm so so happy nano desu!!!
[private, hackable by friends]
... or at least....I should be.
Hanyuu... I remember you now.   I understand why I remember dying in so many awful ways... I understand how I am able to die again and again... But why? Who wants to kill me? Why is it that no matter how hard I try I always end up dying...? And why...Why like that? It hurt...It hurt so bad...  I was awake one time... If they were going to kill me why do it so slowly?
...I'm scared.  When I leave Memento Eden... what exactly is waiting for me? How can a village I remember as being so happy be a place where I will die so horribly?
...I want to be saved... but no one can help me, can they? No one is likely to even believe me... It would be pointless to ask.
[/private]

[ 4% of her memory spent on Hanyuu, the Cycle of Death,and that being disemboweled is the norm. ]

badend_replay: (Nipa~h - notreallyokay)
2009-01-04 05:32 pm

[#29] Furu Furu Furude nano desu!

I remember my last name nano desu! It's Furude! I'm Rika Furude! I also remembered more about where I come from! Hinamizawa nano desu! These memories were a great gift! 

Did anyone else remember anything?

[private, unhackable]
To think that such a peaceful place is going to be the site of so many deaths and murders...That I would rather not remember...
[/private]

badend_replay: (Can't stop the tears)
2008-10-29 09:30 pm

[entry#20] I don't want to die...!!

... Someone please...
Save me...
I don't want to die.



(( 1% on the fact her parents are dead . 1% on the fact Satoko's uncle is abusive. 1% on her Tatarigoroshi-hen end.
Rika is dreaming of her Tatari-end so she thinks anyone who comes to get her is one of the uniformed men out to kill her. So there's a chance she'll run from you or scream or attack or something... And dream Rika carries dream mace. Owy for dream eyes.
Strikes are hackabe if you wish~? ))

badend_replay: (pat pat! Try hard!)
2008-09-22 11:04 pm
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[Nipa#14] Embarrassing nano desu...

 

[private, hackable to friends/anyone she's talked to before]
Miii.... This is a weird day nano desu...
I-I think...I think... Rika got turned into a..a..boy nano desu...
... it's embarrassing... but... I have to stay strong nano desu!!!

But I remembered some stuff.
I remember that I lived with this little boy. I forget his name... He was blonde and cute. We were friends, I think... But why was I living alone with a little boy?
And then I remembered being at a table with some other people! It was a club! There were a bunch of boys and one girl nano desu! We played games together after school... It was out games club! It was lots of fun! I'm glad I finally have happy memories.
[/private]

[filtered to Ed]
I don't think I can train this morning. I can still make breakfast though... Do you want me to come visit?
[/filter]

[public]
Nyao~~~ I got turned into a boy nano desu... But I'll still do my best nano desu! If anyone needs something Rika will try to help!
[/public]

(( 3% from the event spent on remembering Satoko lives with her, the faces of her Hinamizawa friends and the games club.
I wish I could upload my boy Rika icons DX ))
badend_replay: (Hold Back The Tears)
2008-09-12 11:49 pm

[Nipa#12] Paranoid maybe?


 Filtered to Friends, difficult to hack )

[public]
Mii~ Rika wants to learn to cook nano desu! Does anyone know how to help me cook the best food ever? "yum yum" that brings "smile smile" and makes everyone "yay~" and feel better?
Or is there a good book for beginners?[/public]

[filtered to Etna]
Nyao.  Can Rika have a manager so she can be the "ultimate loli"?
And what's a loli? Can being a loli help Beauty Queen Etna? [/filter]

( 1% of her memory has been spent on the ending Yoigoshi-hen and making poor Rika more paranoid.  All 3% from Tanabata used. )

badend_replay: (Hold Back The Tears)
2008-08-15 06:20 pm

[Nipa#9] I don't want to die...

Private; hackable by friends
It can't be true.
What I remembered... There has to be some mistake.
How can I remember dying? Or being taken to be killed...  I remember standing in a room and people coming to take Rika away! And I somehow knew that they wanted to kill me nano desu... And that no one would be come to my rescue...

... I'm scared...
What if they come to find me? I don't want to die!

Public;
Miii~ I joined Subaru's harem nano desu~! Is anyone else in it? What do you do in a harem anyways?

I also remembered the place I come from nano desu! I only remember a bit of it but it was really pretty~!

Nyao... And is it me or are people acting a bit strange?

(( 2% of her memory regain spent on remembering people are out to get her  and vaguely remembering Hinamizawa. 1% being saved for later. ))
badend_replay: (Default)
2007-08-15 06:33 pm
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[Nipa#0] Memory Log & Critique

"Owy Owy Go Away Owy Owy You can't stay~" Umm... If anyone has some critique for my Rika you can put it here? Thanks ^_^
o- = Remembered
x- = Not yet Remembered

24/100 Remembered
2% left to spend
(86% figured out so far)

General: (37% total)
o- 1%: People are out to kill her
o- 1%: Vaguely remembering Hinamizawa
o- 1%: Completing memories of Hinamizawa
o- 1%: Remembering her friends' faces
o- 1%: Oyashiro-sama and the fact that she is "his" miko
o- 1%: Oyashiro-sama's curse (rumor version) o- 1%: Watanagashi
x- 1%: The torture tools in the shrine, and all that stuff
o- 3%: The endless cycle of death and Hanyuu
x- 1%: Hanyuu in detail
o- 2%: All about the Hinamizawa syndrome.
o- 1%: Her last name and place as the Furude Head of House
o- 1%: The games club and how much fun it was.

x- 1%: That Takano and Tomitake die.
o- 1%: Her parents and how much they loved her & That her parents died/were murdered.
o- 1%: Remembers how they actually weren't that close.

x- 1%: The deal between Irie-Takano and her parents for Rika to donate blood.
x- 2%: Satoko in detail
o- 1%: That she lives with Satoko
x- 2%: Mion in detail
x- 2%: Shion in detail
x- 2%: Satoshi in detail
x- 2%: Keiichi in detail
x- 2%: Rena in detail
x- 2%: Irie-sensei in detail
x- 1%: Chie-sensei in detail
x- 1%: Takano & Tomitake
x- 1%: That she really likes the taste of wine
o- 1%: That she is disembowled/murdered in every world without fail
o- 1%: Her death date (June 19th-ish)

Onikakushi-hen: (5% total)
x- 2%: Keiichi murders Mion and Rena. Rika will remember the aftermath.
x- 1%: Keiichii joining the games club.
x- 1%:Keiichi moves to Hinamizawa
x- 1%: Other events of the arc, such as the picnic and Keiichi getting paranoid
Watanagashi-hen/Meakashi-hen (12% total)
x- 1%: Remembering that Keiichi and Shion did not go to see her perform.
x- 1%: "Bata bata buru buru nya nya"
x- 1%: That Shion is the murderer.
x- 1%: An event (made-up) where she discovers Shion in the murderer.
x- 1%: Being tortured by Shion in a bad end.
x- 1%: Going to confront Shion.
x- 1%: Committing suicide.
x- 1%: The moments of her dying.
x- 1%: That Shion was in love with Satoshi and that was her motivation.
x- 1%: That the whole ordeal was started because Keiichi gave Rena the doll, not Mion
x- 1%: The game contest and all the stuff involved in it.
x- 1%: That Satoshi killed Satoko's Aunt and making friends with Satoko at the festival. Tatarigoroshi-hen: (5% total)
o- 1%: That Satoko's uncle is abusive and the situation with Satoko's family life.
x- 1%: When Keiichi goes to kill Satoko's uncle and everyone trying to cover up for him.
o- 1%: Being killed while Satoko was at her uncles. Remembering a lonely death. BS other details.
x- 1%: That this arc has a sad end and that "no one can save Satoko from her uncle".
x- 1%: That Irie-sensei overdoses and dies.
Himatsubushi-hen: (10% total)
x- 1%: Meeting Akasaka and some basic details
x- 1%: Complete Akaksaka memory- he's a cop and stuff
x- 1%: Bad end where Akasaka's wife dies
x- 1%: Bad end where his wife dies after Rika warns him.
x- 1%: The Watanagashi festival before the curse
x- 1%: Telling Akaksaka that she doesn't want to die
x- 1%: Good end where he goes home.
x- 3%: All the details about the Hinamizawa Dam Project and the murder that resulted.
Tsumihoroboshi-hen (good end): (6% total)
x- 2%: That Rena will kill Rina and Satoko's uncle.. This memory will also include the alternate ending where Rena is discovered and punished.
x- 1%: When Keiichi gives his speech and everyone helps Rena hide the bodies.
x- 1%: When Keiichi fully remembers Onika-hen and Rika forgives him.
x- 1%: That Rena's attempt to burn down the school is stopped by Keiichi.
x- 1%: Distracting Rena for Keiichi
x- 1%: They all died in the end anyways
Tsumihoroboshi-hen Yoigoshi-hen (bad end): (2% total)
x- 1%: That the school is burnt down by Rena-- this is more specific to the event.
o- 1%: Rika remembers being burned alive in the classroom.
Yakusamashi-hen: (4%)
x- 1%: Zombie tag and having fun with everyone.
x- 3%: That Satoko begins to figure things out and tries to help her. Also remembering the failure in the end.


Minagoroshi-hen: (10%) --- HER VERY LAST MEMORIES
x- 1% Keiichi gives Mion the doll instead of Rena
x- 1% Rika tells her friends about her curse
x- 1% Everyone comes to help her.
x- 1% Keiichi is shot
x- 2% Bad end that follows
x- 1% Remembers knowing who the murderer was
x- 1% The struggle to save Satoko from her uncle.
x- 1% That they do save Satoko from her uncle.
x- 1% Being disemboweled while awake.
Matsuribayashi-hen
Saikoroshi-hen: